Oh yes another sleepness night...and I know I shouldn't be on my phone typing a blog post. One day I will leave my phone downstairs and use an alarm clock to wake me up... when I eventually sleep. Anyway when I woke up an hour ago 'Nothing ever happens' by Del Amitri was in my... Continue Reading →
Friday feelingsĀ
I'm sitting in the doctors waiting for what seems like a fortnight. I don't like sitting around, my mind starts wandering. It's been an odd week, a reminder that life is short. A sadness that not everyone is lucky enough to have a long life. The realisation that I'm still struggling in some aspects. I... Continue Reading →
Midweek Musings
Of course it's 4am and I'm wide awake and really hungry. So far this week it's been another up and down one. Monday was a really low day. I'm fed up of this whole numb feeling. It's like there's no emotion there at all. I went back to the doctor to see if I could... Continue Reading →
Is there life after death?
I was recently reading a book called 'We'll Meet Again' by Colm Keane. The book deals with deathbed visions and near death experiences. I know some people think that when you die that's it but I've always felt there was something else. From a young age I've experienced 'different things'. We used to live in... Continue Reading →
Middle of the night musings
Of course it's the middle of the night and I'm wide awake. I'm listening to the rain on the window and grateful to be warm and cosy. It was a good day mostly. A day spent with Lucy before she returns to college. I love the relationship I have with both my children but it... Continue Reading →
A look back on today
It wasn't the best day I've ever had. It started off OK with both Jono and Lucy going for amatsu treatments and me eating ice cream but it went downhill. Poor Lucy isn't sleeping. I think she's had about 3 hours of sleep in the last two days. She's due back at college on Monday... Continue Reading →