Yes it's the middle of the night, yes I'm awake and analysing myself. Some things never change. It's a year since I had my first panic attack. I saw a photo of myself taken at the event before the attack happened. I'm smiling and look normal but on closer inspection my hands are clenched and... Continue Reading →
Happy 9th Birthday to the Blog
Well it's hard to believe that my little old blog is 9 years old! Those years fairly flew. The blog started as a place to get thoughts out of my head during a time when there was a lot of illness in the family and has kind of come full circle. I still blog about... Continue Reading →
Insufferable Insomnia
Night number three of not much sleep. It's really annoying because I get off to sleep quickly and wake up after about an hour. This pattern continues throughout the night. It's like a light switch - on and off, on and off. I've now given up trying to sleep and I know today will be... Continue Reading →
F is for failure
A bad day today. Feeling very down and useless. It's been quite a while since I've felt this low. I'm back to the whole not good enough, not cool enough, not strong enough state of mind. Part of me wants to run away but I can't run away from myself. Tomorrow is another day.
On the way to a new me!
Well it's been such an exciting week! I got a phone call on Monday from RTE inviting me onto the Today Show for a makeover! Of course that was one of the big things on my bucket list as well as a trip to Cork...and the show is filmed in Cork. Two rocks off the... Continue Reading →
Saturday Thoughts
Well it's Nollaig na mBan today, which means Women's Christmas and it seems like Christmas was a million years ago, I really enjoyed the break from 'normality' so in a strange way the car not working was a blessing in disguise. I usually get cabin fever and feel myself turning into Jack Nicholson from The... Continue Reading →
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