Yes I'm still awake but exciting news as you can now shop online at IKEA!  Think of all the exciting things you can buy that I'm sure you really need...and without having to brave the shop. I was there once. It was like the Crystal Maze. You have to go through all these lovely showrooms... Continue Reading →

I hear the ticking of the clock. I'm lying here the rooms pitch dark. Except it's not because my phone is glowing, with the blue filter off because it's meant to keep you awake. Ha! Why don't I leave my phone downstairs? Probably because I know I like writing blog posts in the middle of... Continue Reading →

I'm sitting in the doctors waiting for what seems like a fortnight. I don't like sitting around, my mind starts wandering. It's been an odd week, a reminder that life is short. A sadness that not everyone is lucky enough to have a long life. The realisation that I'm still struggling in some aspects. I... Continue Reading →

Of course it's 4am and I'm wide awake and really hungry.  So far this week it's been another up and down one.  Monday was a really low day. I'm fed up of this whole numb feeling. It's like there's no emotion there at all. I went back to the doctor to see if I could... Continue Reading →