I don't know about you but this month seems to have dragged on for ages. At last we are starting to see a grand stretch in the evening, it's 5.25 pm and it's still not completely dark. I'm doing absolutely nothing at the moment, well except writing this post, I have a Jack Russell at... Continue Reading →
Insufferable Insomnia
Night number three of not much sleep. It's really annoying because I get off to sleep quickly and wake up after about an hour. This pattern continues throughout the night. It's like a light switch - on and off, on and off. I've now given up trying to sleep and I know today will be... Continue Reading →
Water and Watercolours
It's been all about water today. Although Jono recently had Botox and pain management injections for his chronic back pain he is still in a lot of pain in the parts where he wasn't injected. A friend invited us to use a hot tub and it made such a difference to Jono. Water is so... Continue Reading →
Sunday Sunday
A mixed bag of a weekend. Highs and lows. Bloody depression, you think you are doing great and then wallop here we go again. No where near as bad as it was but I didn't go to the dinner, I just couldn't bring myself to go. I also have to stop being so bloody sensitive.... Continue Reading →
F is for failure
A bad day today. Feeling very down and useless. It's been quite a while since I've felt this low. I'm back to the whole not good enough, not cool enough, not strong enough state of mind. Part of me wants to run away but I can't run away from myself. Tomorrow is another day.
Whale hello there
Why the title? Because I'm feeling like a whale this evening! Lucy is home for the weekend so we went for a mooch in a local charity shop, a favourite pastime of mine. Anyway Lucy spotted a dress that she thought would look nice on me so I tried it on. I came out of... Continue Reading →