I feel like I’m finally getting somewhere. I finished my dramatherapy sessions today and it’s been so helpful to me.
I feel like a pinball this week, bouncing from one thing to another.
A safe place, a friendly face,a golden globe of light.A dancing flame that speaks my nameand chases away the night.The shadow is there but there’s warmth in the air,Held in the haven of this room.A sacred hour, a healing power,That helps diminish the doom.
It’s been a mixed bag of emotions this week. I feel like I’m on a wave, sometimes I’m a champion surfer riding the white horses, other times I’m struggling to stay afloat. I have found a new thing that helps though.
So there I was today minding my own business, going about life, thinking I was doing OK….well as OK as I could be in my present state of mind….it was too good to be true. I should have known it.
So I did the play on Friday and thought I might have turned a corner and be on the way to winning this battle. The mind has a way of lulling you into a false sense of security and here I am again, a bag of bloody nerves.